been home...

for about 5 hours. ate some dinner with the family. and hung out with my brothers. good times. havent laughed that hard in a very long time.
vacation was good. hung around yosemite national park for a few days. usually we go for like 6 days but we cut it short. so i will be in orange county now for an additional 2 days.
hoping to get to the beach. work on my tan. see my bff lauren (lulu) and help her finish moving into her new place with her steve.
chachi wants to take a family portrait on saturday. im down. just make sure you get my good side.
zacharys got a soccer game on saturday afternoon. my thinking is its probably going to be one of the funniest things ever. watch my little baby (who is 4) play soccer for like the 2nd time in his life. good times.

been thinking about life. and what i am hoping for next.
great things. i hope. i have always been somewhat of an optimist, but the recent occurences in my life have made me more of a pessimist. stop living with such cynicism.
i'd like to have my optimism back now.
if you know where ive placed it or where i can find some more, please let me know.

so in the next couple of days my hope is to figure out exactly what i want. and to be made aware of other's decisions. i dont know what exactly is going on but i hope (i have been using that word a lot) it has been being thought about.

alright seeing as how this is the lastest ive been up in the last week i think i am going to go to bed. i'm sleepy.
loves